Thinking Out Frowns

Try to imagine...
the shrillest noise you've ever heard.

That noise that made you sit upright in your seat or...
curl up your toes to your ankles.

(Didn't think it was possible, huh?)

Got it?

Good.

Now forget it.

Becuase it's non-existent now.
(That's right. Over.)

Go ahead.
Can't huh?

It just keeps ringing and ringing and ringing in your head.

Trying to forget it is now becoming more painful and more scary than hearing it for the first time.

Eventually...
your ears become numb and you think you're ok again.

But...

It's only the roar of conversation around you.
-That's what numbs you.

Not the non-stop ringing.

It's resiliant, sure.

But not enough to callus you over.

Only stagnation numbs.
(And...
Quite frankly...that's up to you.)
It takes away feeling; senses.

So that the next emotion you feel
comes through more like an ice pick through the heart.

(Bleed it dry.)

Wow.

REMEMBER HER EYES?!?!

Well.

DON'T.

(Walls will fall before the ceiling ever cracks.)



Alright- Alright...

I'm...

alright.

Morning.

Or night?

Does it even matter anymore?

I mean come on, since when did we really care?

I'll take the stars.
Strength in numbers.

(Any kind of strength will do.)

Plus,

stars occasionally fall.


Going up to the lake as soon as Nick gets to my house.

Everyone leave me hellos....and comments.

If you haven't read the last 2 posts I did.

Much Love.

Good Providence